Exhibitionism

I like you to watch me.

I like your eyes dragging over every inch of my skin. I long for the expression on your face each time I suggest something new. The way your eyebrows shoot up and a smile plays on your lips as you imagine it. As my hands slip down my body you lick your lips. Fingers running over my pulsing pussy and you swallow. My fingers slip inside and your lips part as you breathe a little more heavily. As I tease myself, you do the same. I like the look on your face when I cum and the way I'll carry on pushing myself just for you. I like you to cum while you watch me.

Problems with Windows

There are some definate problems with Windows. Any windows user is all too familiar with the age old "Windows has encountered a problem and needs to close" pop-up which appears after 5,000 characters of unsaved work.

Yesterday I encountered a new one:

"Windows has encountered a problem and cannot close."

That was fun.

Early Morning Behaviour

I can think of no good reason why this happened. I don't think I'll ever know why I got up an hour early, got ready for my shower, plodded to the bathroom and not until the water was on, did I consider that I had no reason for being up at quarter to 6. I went back to bed.

A Bad Kind of Roller Coaster

Last few days I have been going through predicted grades hell. None of my unis want me. Not one. This is fairly bad.

I've had the offending grade changed and things are looking up a little, but I'm still not reaching what I need. Time for pleading phonecalls/emails and serious conversations. And extra german lessons. It's going to be a long year.

But come 12th of June, I'll finish work at 7 and drive off to Cornwall with Lexy for a week. We just paid the deposit and are very excited.

Last Day

Didn't do a whole lot today. Decided as it was my last day, I didn't have to work too hard. We had fun as we always do and I really am going to miss that place. Messing around with the girls, flirting with the customers, my lovely gay supervisor and of course, the Boss. I've got a lot memories, so I'll be sure to keep in touch and visit every now and again.

Also saw the smoking bar guy. He's a nice guy, I'll drop by a time when he's in too.

Either way, I'm sure I can make some similar friendships at the new job. Give it time.

W: Part Three

This is evening I was informed (and dragged out the house) that W and his girlfriend decided to split up. This causes me to move him from low-risk to moderate risk. When he starts making a move he'll become high risk and when he continues he'll be labeled hazardous. Either way, I may need to remind him that I'm not interested.

W: Part Two

Nothing out of the ordinary happened last night. We talked about everything, but family came up quite abit so crushing him didn't feel quite right. All the same I made it clear that if a guy doesn't understand basic English, I'll make my feelings clear with knee-testicle contact. You don't respect me, I don't respect your ability to reproduce.

That caused him to keep his distance. However, it started pissing it down, we were outside, I got soaked and due to a great combination of being wet to the skin and having body fat nowhere but my tits, I got freezing cold. I gave him a hug partially for warmth and his hands decided to go a little lower than they should, so I told him to stop, and with the threat of my knee fresh in his mind, he did. An identical situation arose when his face buried itself in my neck. He also tried eating my hair, but that's a whole different league. Either way, he knows I'm not interested and he's got his girlfriend, so it's all dandy.

W: Part One

Will be meeting W at 8. Am wearing an old teeshirt and jeans. Will update later.

This is a very short part one.

Lube and Working Hard

(no pun intended)

I got 3 and a half hours sleep last night. I did 7 pages of economics and 2 pages of maths. I don't feel tired, but I'm babysitting later for roughly 5 hours (and the children are sick), then 9 hours tomorrow (working on economics and bio during my lunch) and 9 hours on Sunday. I also need to do some English homework and some German, finish my maths coursework, plus sort out my personal statement and my UCAS form. Oh and meet W Saturday night. Also need to get up so I can be in town an hour earlier than I normally would be to book holiday off work. I can't wait for school to come round again.

I'm also very horny. It really gets in the way of things.

I tried to give a friend his Christmas present, and he ran away. He refused to take the sex toy, so I put it in his hood and when I caught up with him later I gave him the lube. I was told he hated me. Not until much later did I get a thank you. Unbelievable.

Note on a Fairly Eventless Day

So that last blog took care of my 200th. The last hundred have really whizzed by.

Unfortunately my predicted German grade has not whizzed up, so I've spent all evening emailing all the unis I might want to go to to see if they'll still have me. Fingers crossed. Speaking of German I spent all morning writing a 400 word essay (the double up one) and I was the only one who did it. I was not impressed. Must do maths and econ now.

Must Stop Procrastinating.