Anti-Social

I'm sick of people. I can't stand listening to them, I don't want to be near them, see the way they look at me. I hate walking to and from school and getting homophobic abuse hurled my way from the top of a slope. I hate that they don't have the guts to say it to my face where I could put them in their place.

I hate the worried looks people shoot each other when they see me, and their feeble cheer-up hugs. I hate how noone listens when I tell them I'm fine. I hate how I can't be left alone.

If I wanted company I would find it. I wouldnt deliberatly sit on a table on my own in the common room or do maths all through my lunch. I wouldn't sit on my own in lessons near windows or quietly work through my frees. I would ask for help if I wanted it.

But I don't.