The New Year

I've not been feeling good recently. I've been really tired and fed up with everyone and everything. I'm tired of not being able to walk home without getting abuse. I'm tired of not being able to tell people what I really want. And of having to meet expectations. I've run out of steam and I just want to sleep. I can't fight the world anymore. I couldn't face more deadlines and teachers tutting and people who weren't as miserable as me. I couldn't deal with more rules from teachers and the people I know and the people I don't who judge me anyway. People that dictate what I can or can't do because it's seen as the norm or the "right" thing to do. I didn't just reach my limit. I broke.