Sickness

I was babysitting last night. I am a little desperate for cash.

I've spent the last few days doing something quite unusual for me. Since dating Sara again I've been overwhelmed with a sickness. A disease. A bad case of "Soppy."

I'm not even kidding. I called her and woke her up, just to tell her that she's cute. As if she didn' t know. I also smile whenever I think about her, so I'm smiling pretty much constantly. I'm counting down the minutes until I get to see her again.

News

Sara and I are back together. Yum.

A Post for Erika

In the hope you'll start writing again.

Her fingers run down my spine to the base of my back. My legs either side of her, I look into her eyes. I bring my face down to hers and softly kiss her lips, my mouth trails across her hot skin, brushing her neck. She smells amazing, she tastes amazing. I gently bite her skin, she tells me not to leave a mark. I do anyway. Her hands push away my clothes and run over my hot skin. My fingers search through her hair. We talk a little. My lips brush hers. The time for words is over.

I kiss her harder, my blood pumping, her breathing speeds up. I gently rock against her. My naked skin touches hers: hot, moist, intense. I shut my eyes and her tongue creates fireworks in my darkness. I playfully run my fingers up and down her spine. She pants a little. I brush the hair out of her face and kiss her again. She pushes herself against me, I arch to be closer to her. My tongue spirals and swirls sending her into a frenzy of gasping and spasms. Her nails dig into me, her skin grows hotter, crimson. I want to kiss every bit of her crimson skin.

Mac'n'Cheese and Other Wins

There has been a blog failure on my part recently, I have no excuse and no apology. Work on Saturday was really good. It was another normal day, but I got to hang out with Milk and Butter guy quite abit (don't get excited, he's a long term relationship guy with a huge crush on SundayYogsGirl) and W again. It's nice, I get on well with them.

On Sunday I made cupcakes with the youngest sibling (win!), they're delicious with thick butter icing which we got right the second time round. First time it was a nice big powdery mess, really not sure how that happened. Sunday night I watched XXY, it's quite a challenging topic and it's handled well. Good film. Monday was spent watching Girl, Interrupted which I'd ordered off Amazon. It's an amazing film and Wynona Ryder looks too good to eat.

Monday night I travelled to meet Lexy and to give blood. EPIC FAIL: my iron count was too low so I now can't donate for 3 months. Not impressed. Lexy hates needles and cried. This made me cry. Stayed over with Lexy in her shed (this is not a regular shed, this is an intense uber shed). We had chicken for dinner. Then we made mac 'n' cheese, I had bits of hot dog sausage in mine.

Today I did a little bit of work, but nowhere near enough. Later I will be watching another DVD that came through the post, Four Minutes. It's a German film and I'm very much looking forward to it.

Finally, I should explain a little bit more about the head shaving. I've wanted to do this for a long time; like over a year, possibly more. I want to raise money for Cancer Research and this is how I want to do it. I'll be starting preparations in January with my last haircut until I get it shaved. I'll need to know that I'll raise at least £250 before I get it shaved. I'll get it shaved in between my last exam (woo!) and going away with Lexy. Lexy will shave it for me. Lexy will help me decorate my scalp and I think she's as excited as I am. My one concern will be loosing my job over it. If there are no problems there this will be going ahead. I won't be changing my mind and this cause needs your help. Besides, you wanna see me bald, right?

Bald

I have decided to shave my head at the end of may to raise money for Cancer Research. I would need a minimum of £250 to do it. Will update soon.

A Need for Naps

Yesterday my body rebelled. It made me sleep through my alarm. My alarm was going off for an hour and a half, every ten minutes. My family didn't think to wake me up. Unlike on birthdays, when everyone is dragged up half an hour early to go and sing happy birthday to the victim until they wake up. Point is, I was not awoken.

When I finally wake up, I'm head-achy, a little feverish and in quite abit of muscle pain. I had to take the day off. I slept for most of the day, but in the afternoon, I redrafted my maths coursework, re-emailed an English essay, started redrafting the 4,000 word essay from hell and read some of a book I needed to look at for English. Then I slept some more. Due to all this sleeping, my need for nap has returned and I doubt I'll be conscious long.

Today was pretty cool: English was relaxing, year sevens were fun, economics was a doss, maths was cancelled and there was a small fire at school, so German was cancelled too. I spent the remainder of my afternoon with Sara. Living proof that exes can be friends; tinsel, inability to speak, pie boobs and not getting on buses included.

An Unenjoyable Evening

This evening was not fun: was at a parents evening I was not needed at, went to a meeting I was not needed at, listened to a guy with a strong accent deliver a lecture I did not understand, while in extreme pain and enduring severe chills. Having eaten (food and painkillers), I do feel considerably better.

I also had my HPV jab (number 1) and I went to the dentist. Both fine.

Caffeine

You know you've had too much caffeine when your tongue turns brown.

I need it, I have alot of work to do tonight.

Messages

I spent my afternoon calling all my universities, finding out if they would take me with my grades. One of the last was Salford. I called up and I was put on hold. I have nothing against hold, it's a reasonable thing to do. They'd picked a lovely song to have on in the back ground. Every thirty seconds a woman took 15 seconds to tell me that I was in a queue and that they valued my call. I was holding for 20 minutes. I fell asleep. I only just woke up when I finally got through. When I got through, I got 10 seconds of conversation and was put on hold again. Then I got to leave a message because nobody was answering. Best part of a half hour to leave a message. Great.

A Guest Entry

I've been talking to this guy recently, we'll call him M. He's horny and into all the same kinda stuff I am. Today he shared something amazing.

I grabbed you round the hips and brought you closer to me, starting by slowly kissing your neck. Moving my mouth around you whilst running my hand through your hair, pulling my top off and move you up to the wall. I caress your body with my fingertips and biting your lip, I take your top off. My hands slowly massage your boobs whilst my tongue trails around the nipple; gently nipping at you whilst dragging my nails slowly over your smooth back. I would move back up to your face and kiss it tenderly whilst brushing my hands over the hot skin on your lower back. I would slowly caress your legs, working my way up them. I'd throw you over the bed and pin you down and kiss you harder. My hands would support your back, up from the bed. I would slowly massage your ass then work my way up the inside of your leg taking extra care when I get to the top. My mouth would slowly work its way down your body from your hard nipples. My tongue would venture further and further down and I would slowly rub my hand over you pussy, my fingers trailing gently across your smooth skin. I would slip my fingers up inside you whilst kissing you and playing with your already erect nipples...

This guy is a goldmine.