Strange Concoction

Feeling a little strange. A part of me is feeling really low. I get that sometimes. All the bad stuff bubbles to the surface. It's usually in the evening when I'm tired and I just sleep it off. It's not a big deal, it happens maybe once a fortnight. The reason it's bugging me today is because I'm horny. I realise I'm always horny. The difference being that usually when I feel low I a) loose my apetite, b) sleep alot more and c) momentarily stop being horny. It's kind of a clash. I don't intend to cry during climax (I think it's creepy). To ensure this doesn't happen I'm not helping myself like I normally do; I've been left very frustrated.

All that's running through my mind is a pair of hands on my hips, fingers moving up my stomach, cupping my boobs. Lips on my neck, teeth nipping at my skin. Hot breath. Everything slows down, blurs. Anticipation. Fairly standard stuff, but its tricky when I can't do anything about it. Life's tough.